2/8/2016 (Verbatim)

Hey baby I know your asleep right now. And for some reason I feel your thinking you have to make me happy with everything I ask for. I’m your partner and your best friend you buying me things all the time makes me feel so loved but I will be so fine with you saying no. I’m not going to bitch at you or break up with you. You’re not my slave or bitch or however you take it. And I think you may feel this way. Your all I ever wanted and I know I say that a lot but I really do mean it. I would kill everyone on this planet for you. You have made me the happiest woman alive and I can’t ever thank you enough for taking me out of my fucked up life. I would have been fucked and so unhappy the rest of my life and you my hero came in and showed me that true love is real…so if you want your wife to not be doing something or you know I don’t need it or can’t afford it then speak your mind babe. We will be together forever. I want us to tell each other whatever we are feeling. yes, honestly weed helps me out a lot with depression and anger. I feel normal in my mind for once and I don’t give a shit about others opinions except your of course. You’re my king and my leader. I feel happy and stress free.  I know it may make u scared or worried that I’m doing weed and pills but as u might know it helps me escape all the bullshit for a while. I now realize how you felt all these years. but it’s our future that matters so if you can’t do something for me then that’s ok! I love you for you not your money. I’m keeping you forever and always babe..